| Everyone seems to be upset. What the hell is going on?? |
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| spent time with Nagisa and Azusa yesterday. 
We met at the book store in the morning, decided the destination and left then we got to the restaurant at half past one. The weather was ok.
We were talking the whole time.
Nagisa and Azusa
my lunch "Oyako don" |
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| " I need you to hear.
I need you to see.
I have had all I can take.
exploding seems like a definite possibility to me. "
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| honestly.. i don't know what i want to get. whatever it is. i'll be happy with it. 'cause i'm quite content with what i've got.. all i want is for myself to keep thriving for the things that i want to happen to myself in my future.. like my education..
also.. yong asked me if i had any idea if Andy was gonna get Trini anything before... and since he had mentioned it.. i remembered that Andy did ask me to go with him to the mall.. Yong had told me about it. but i didn't realize that it had gotten to about there.
i got a little upset.. that.. how could Trini turn down such a guy who would like to do anything for her. who loves her.. and everything. but i dunno what she got going on in her head..
i feel that perhaps she thinks she's too young for things to go on such as getting seriously involved and everything.. being too involved when she's just 16 now..
but still.. she wants to experience other things.. sure.. she wants to be with other guys' company and not be tied down.. but until when is she gonna keep that up..
then suddenly.. Yong asked me.. when am i gonna get engaged with her..
i had a dream of something but don't ever want to reveal it.. and i just told him... i dunno if that day will ever come.. every girl dreams of the day when she gets engaged and get married.. but i don't think that will ever happen to me.. being a guy and all...i just don't think so.. i hope so.. but i don't think so.. I KEEP GETTIN MY HEART BROKEN!!
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| " To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
"I miss you"?
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you."
I've had this stuck in my head for a few days...
I guess its really true that I MISS YOU! |
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